Hello, it’s me. I love your song, but mostly because your voice is amazing. As for the lyrics, I’d like to share some of the tough lessons I have learned about love and relationships reflected in your song…My hope is that they might help you understand some things that might be make it easier to let go of this pain that you are focused on in your song. Pain that is apparently, very old.
“I was wondering if after all these years you’d like to meet to go over everything“…If this person wanted to meet to go over everything, they would have responded to your previous attempts…any one of the thousand of them.
“They say that time’s supposed to heal ya but I ain’t done much healing“… It’s true time will help you heal, but, you have to do the work. Healing doesn’t happen automatically. It isn’t your ex’s responsibility to heal you. It isn’t even your therapists. It’s yours.
“Hello, can you hear me”… If I were this person, I’d be asking you the same question. Silence is a message.
I’m in California dreaming about who we used to be”
Who we used to be isn’t going to result in moving beyond this place you are stuck. If you are still who you were, that may have been a contributing factor to your lack of healing.
“There’s such a difference between us and a million miles” That might be intentional. You seem like you might have a habit of conflating things. In addition, it seems like boundaries might be an issue. It seems like a million miles isn’t quite enough.
” I must have called a thousand times“…You probably should have stopped at about 10.
“To tell you I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done“… Like the thousand messages and phone calls? Sometimes, consequences of our actions hurt. The people you hurt do not have a responsibility to absolve you of your guilt nor do they owe you the privilege of an apology. Also, are you aware of what you are currently doing that might be problematic?
“But when I call you never seem to be home”…Okay, for real? Are you serious right now? If you have called someone 1000 times and they haven’t returned your call, then they have said all they are interested in saying. You are deluding yourself to think one more call might do the trick.
“At least I can say that I’ve tried you tell you I’m sorry for breaking your heart“…When relationships end, you don’t always get to say your sorry. It is a painful truth that sometimes, people disappear without the closure you would like. To hold onto that for years does you no favors.
“But it don’t matter it clearly doesn’t tear you apart anymore” This sounds a bit passive aggressive to assume that you know what is going on in your ex’s life…especially given the lack of communication in the years since. Also, is it wrong that someone moved on from you after you broke their heart? Were they supposed to live in suspended animation after your relationship ended? Is that what you did?
“It’s so typical of me to talk about myself I’m sorry” If you knew this was a problem years ago and still haven’t done anything about it, that might also be something you might want to look at. Maybe if you did some listening, some doors and windows to new perspectives might open.
“It’s no secret that the both of us are running out of time” It seems like your time together ran out a long time ago. What is clear from the lyrics in this song is that your time together is long gone. What time you are running out of is the time to find new love.
In conclusion Adele, I think you have a great opportunity for growth. With some introspection and shifts in perspective, you might find happiness in love and the person you are obsessing over might find some peace. The choice is yours.